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| - sunx
it's hard for me to think about these things, even now. even when i should be completely over it and apathetic. in my mind i realize that there is no reason for me to still be so hung up about him. there is nothing extraordinary about him. but maybe that's what love is. i do not believe that i was in love with him, then or now. but i do believe that i could have been, and maybe that's what hurts the most. maybe the loss of the opportunity of love hurts more than the loss of love itself. - me, my journal
now i'm heels over head, i'm hanging upside down. thinking how you left me for dead, california bound. and when you hit the coast, i hope you think of me and how i'm stuck here with the ghost of what we used to be. - boys like girls "heels over head"
i'm a mess i guess. it's what i've asked for, it's what i've needed. well you knew me better than that, or at least you did and something happened. but once again something's happened. the confidence you held in us is the rope we almost hung ourselves with. at time i wonder if we really took the steps to break right through it. i know that there were better days, but to see the light and feel the rays. life was always back and forth and we were idoling and making useless progress. waiting for the rain to stop, destination: beautiful. seems that i'm still waiting for the sun. someday it will come back to us, if you're willing to let it go. why won't you just let this be your sun? it seems like yesterday we had the world our way, but some say we're heading for destruction. i'll ask you, what in the world should we do? the light is green our break is through. are we not trying or are we trying too hard? well you know i never want to miss, i hold on tight and reminisce. but it's bittersweet to me. when time stands still as it's trapped inside the letterbox you gave back to me. but i'm the one who keeps on reading, reading. but i'm the one who wants to let it go. i'm the first to speak, you're the last to know. another scene that we're creating, i need to know if we're still making useless progress. - mae "sun"
i guess it's safe to say you're never coming back. and i understand why you wouldn't want to. i guess it's up to me to find a way to get to you. and i can't see you getting used to living in the midst of your perfection. i'm so lost, how can you trust? somewhere the sun is always shining. and there's just one last thing that i have to say as we reflect on the mess of all this i've made. it was cowardice that made me push you away, i was so afraid cause you were so much better than me. - relient k "the thief"
we had it all in front of us. you were the one, i was in love. but you always hurt the one you lost. i couldn't get enough. you were everything that's bad for me, make no apologies. i'm crushed, black and blue. but you know i'd do it all again for you. today, dressed up in designer drugs dedicated to the one i'll always love, the one who really messed me up. i let you take the wheel and the driver's seat. strapped in, so you get the best of me. now what's left are the memories, when you were mine. - we the kings "all again for you"
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i shut the door and hurried down the hall.. it took a few minutes for my heartbeat to settle. but then it did, and i realized all at once that nothing had actually happened. it felt like i was recovering, but from what? i was by myself, the fan in the window whirring, the floor cluttered with half-empty boxes. "it's over," i said. "everything with him is finished." if i said it out loud, maybe i would finally stop being so hopeful. - lee fiora "prep"
the only way to find true happiness is to risk being completely cut open. - chuck palaniuk "invisible monsters"
and then i was thinking about you and the way you smile and the way it starts in your eyes and spreads across your face like a rush of ink. i was thinking about how when i see you or hear your voice on the phone, i think to myself, "oh goodie, now the fun begins." yeah, and i was thinking that when i'm with you, i'm not sad anymore. - eddie latekka "october road"
sleep seems a dream too late and a year away. words that can't be spoken stream out your face. and i want to be selfish, you're my everything. please don't forget my name, and take me with you when you leave. i've got a lot to lose, i've got to let it go. - the juliana theory "constellation"
because for me, it's always been you. always. and i've tried to fight it and i've tried to deny it. but i can't. you're undeniable. - seth cohen "the oc"
now i don't hate the one who left, you can't hate someone who's dead. he's out there holding onto someone, i'm holding up my smoking gun. i'll find somewhere to lay my blame the day she changes her last name. well i'm giving up on love, cause love's given up on me. - miranda lambert "kerosene"
shut up. you know i'm lying. i am gonna miss you. i already do. you've become such a big part of my life, sometimes i think it's strange that i didn't know you until now. - brooke davis "one tree hill"
it's okay. put me in your heart and go see everything, then come back to me. - chase adams "one tree hill"
i was tired of waiting, every night was praying, everyday would be the day i'd find you. i grew so impatient, how long would it take to know you were out there somewhere, somewhere waiting, wondering just like me. i've been waiting all my life to love you. all that time i was dreaming of you. your love babe, i've been waiting all my life. - rascal flatts "waiting all my life"
i've thought for a long time that we were going to end up together, so i didn't really care so much about the when of it. now though, the long road is starting to seem like the infinite road. - jill a. davis "ask again later"
why does it take thinking you've lost someone to realize you love them? decisions made for the wrong reasons don't last. can't let impulse, jealousy override reason. then again.. what does reason have to do with love? - peyton sawyer "one tree hill"
only the summer is over. not us. we'll never be over. - nicholas sparks "the notebook"
when i was in junior high, i used to think i would turn out to be one of the guys, the boys would say, "oh, you're so great," but they wouldn't date me. i thought i wasn't pretty enough. but then i got here and first of all, i'm not really friends with any guys. and then, with you this year, i thought, if he will keep hooking up with me, maybe i'm okay after all. but time passed and i never became your girlfriend. and so then i thought, not only was i wrong, but my life turned out the opposite of how i expected. meaning, it wasn't my appearance - that's not the bad thing about me. it's my personality. but how do i know which part? i have no idea. i've tried to think about if it's one thing in isolation or everything together, or what i can do to fix it, or how i can convince you. then i thought, maybe it is my looks, maybe i was right before. and i never figured it out. obviously, i didn't. but i've spent a lot of this year trying. and the reason i'm telling you all this is that i want you to know that no one in my life has made me feel worse about myself than you. - lee fiora "prep"
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i've been feeling sentimental for days gone by. all the summers singing, drinking, laughing, wasting our time. remember all the songs and the way we smiled in those basements made of music? but now i've got to crawl to get anywhere at all. i'm not as strong as i thought. so when i'm lost in a crowd, i hope you'll pick me out. how i long to be found. - bright eyes "nothing gets crossed out"
i was like a lost moon - my planet destroyed in some cataclysmic, disaster movie scenario of desolation - that continued, nevertheless, to circle in a tight little orbit around the empty space left behind, ignoring the laws of gravity. - bella swan "new moon"
the days will always be brighter because he existed. the nights will always be darker because he is gone. and no matter what anybody says about grief, and about time healing all wounds, the truth is.. there are certain sorrows that never fade away until the heart stops beating and the last breath is taken. - tiffanie debartolo
so honestly, how could you say those things when you know they don't mean anything? and you know very well that i can't keep my hands to myself. i wanna hate you so bad, but i can't stop this anymore than you can. - taking back sunday "bike scene"
the top down in the summer sun, the day we met was like a hit and run, and i still taste it on my tongue. the sky was burning up like fireworks. you made me want you oh so bad it hurt. but in case you haven't heard: i used to be love drunk but now i'm hungover. i'll love you forever, forever is over. we used to kiss all night, now it's just a bar fight. so don't call me crying. say hello to goodbye. - boys like girls "love drunk"
when you said time was all you really needed, i walked away and let you have your space. cause leaving didn't hurt me near as badly as the tears i saw rolling down your face. and yesterday i knew just what you wanted when you came walking up to me with him. so i told you that i was happy for you, and given the chance i'd lie again. - tim mcgraw "just to see you smile"
life seemed dark enough at the moment that i let myself cheat. the hole - holes now - were already aching, so why not? i pulled out a memory, not a real memory that would hurt too much... and played it over and over in my head until i fell asleep with the tears still streaming calmly down my face. - bella swan "new moon"
i recognized your number, it's burned into my brain. felt my heart beating faster every time it rang. some things never change, that's why i didn't answer. i bet you're in a bar listening to a country song. glass of johnny walker red, with no one to take you home. they're probably closing down, saying "no more alcohol." i bet you're in a bar, cause i'm always your last call. i don't need to check that message, i know what it says. "baby, i still love you" don't mean nothing when there's whiskey on your breath. that's the only love i get. so if you're calling, i bet you're in a bar listening to a cheating song. glass of johnny walker red, with no one to take you home. they're probably closing down, saying "no more alcohol." i bet you're in a bar, cause i'm always your last.. call me crazy but i think maybe we've had our last call. i bet you're in a bar. it's always the same song. glass of johnny walker red, by now it's almost gone. but baby, i won't be there to catch you when you fall. i bet you're in a bar, cause i'm always your last call. - lee ann womack "last call"
happiness feels a lot like sorrow. let it be, you can't make it come or go. but you are gone. not gone for good but gone for now. gone for now feels a lot like gone for good. happiness is a firecracker sitting on my headboard. happiness was never mine to hold. careful child, light the fuse and get away. cause happiness throws a shower of sparks. happiness damn near destroys you, breaks your faith to pieces on the floor. so you tell yourself, that's enough for now. happiness has a violent roar. - the fray "happiness"
and as the summer's ending, the cool air will rush your hard heart away. you were so condescending, and this is all that's left: the empty bottles, spent cigarettes. so pack a change of clothes, cause it's time to move on. - death cab "photobooth"
i wish i would've had the nerve to ask you to stay. and i almost had you, but i guess that doesn't cut it. almost had you, and i didn't even know it. you kept me guessing and now i'm destined to spend my time missing you. i almost wish you would've loved me too. here i go, thinking about all the things i could've done. i'm gonna need a forklift, cause all the baggage weighs a ton. i know we've had our problems, but i can't remember one. - bowling for soup "almost"
i'll say it straight and plain: i know i've made mistakes. i've always been afraid. a thousand nights or more i travel east and north. please answer the door. can you tell me, you say that love goes anywhere. in your darkest time, it's just enough to know it's there. when you go i'll let you be, but you're killing everything in me. - jimmy eat world "polaris"
i understand feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible. and how it can actually ache in places you didn't know you had inside you. - the holiday
stay and watch the stars come out, and then the sun as they all fade away. i'll sing you every song i know if it'll make you want to stay. and then i'll say that i missed you, and these words, they'll convince you. i poured through every song i wrote, every line that i cried, every note that was split with this pen. and every line in every song, they all seemed to come out wrong, until your song. - mayday parade "your song"
what if i'd said no, what if we'd never fell in love? what if we'd gone slow, or gone a little bit faster and broken up? would i know this hurt, would i feel this pain? do you know that with all i have left in my very last breath, i will call your name. - sugarland "joey"
normal memories were still dangerous. if i let myself slip up, i'd end up with my arms clutching my chest to hold it together, gasping for air. - bella swan "new moon"
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| - Wild At Heartx
about midnight he tells her, i ain't got no come-on lines. well i'll love you, or i'll try to, we got nothing to lose but time. stick your hand into my back pocket, light me up like a bottle rocket. i just wanna free fall for awhile. that rebel moon is shinin', those stars burn like diamonds, hell bent on chasing down that crazy slide. i'll follow you where you're leading, to that first sweet taste of freedom. you got me running, baby, wild at heart. - gloriana "wild at heart"
i've been beaten down, i've been kicked around. but she takes it all for me. and i lost my faith in my darkest days, but she makes me want to believe. - parachute "she is love"
don't let go, i've wanted this far too long. mistakes become regret, i've learned to love abuse. please show me what i'm looking for. save me, i'm lost. oh lord i've been waiting for you. i'll pay any cost, save me from being confused. - carolina liar "show me what i'm looking for"
i run my life, or is it running me? run from my past, i run too fast or too slow it seems. when lies become the truth, that's when i run to you. this world keeps spinning faster to a new disaster, so i run to you. i run to you, baby. when it all starts coming undone, baby, you're the only one i run to. i run to you. - lady antebellum "i run to you"
and this will be the first time in a week that i'll talk to you, and i can't speak. been three whole days since i've had sleep, because i dream of his lips on your cheek. and i got the point that i should leave you alone, but we both know that i'm not that strong. and i miss the lips that made me fly. so let's not pretend that you're alone tonight, i know he's there. you're probably hanging out and making eyes, while across the room, he stares. i bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor and ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes. - mayday parade "miserable at best"
not that i'm caring, but it's apparent that you're not what you pretend to be. i thought i knew you. i'm seeing through you, and you never saw yourself with me. i know that i, i've gotta get away, cause i've had enough. time, you always need more time, but all we've ever had is time. so now this is the last time, but i'll be fine. - nevertheless "time"
our youth is fleeting, old age is just around the bend. and i can't wait to go grey. and i'll sit and wonder of every love that could've been if i'd only thought of something charming to say. this is the sound of settling. - deathcab for cutie "the sound of settling"
we laugh and laugh, and nothing can ever be sad, no one can be lost, or dead, or far away. right now we are here, and nothing can mar our perfection, or steal the joy of this perfect moment. - audrey niffenegger "the time traveler's wife"
that first step you took was the worst. since then you've walked a thousand miles in solace and short remark. and i still have these memories, but we'll never see what we could have been. remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now? remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go? remember, cause that's all you can do. we'll never make another memory. i wish i'd have died in your arms the last time we were together, so i wouldn't have to wake without you today. - across five aprils "a year from now"
so deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me off guard, red handed, now i'm far from lonely. asleep, i still see you lying next to me. so deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me. i, i need something else. would someone please just give me, hit me, knock me out and let me go back to sleep. i can laugh. all i want inside, i still am empty. so deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me. i, i'll be just fine pretending i'm not. i'm far from lonely, and that's all that i've got. - the used "all that i've got"
run baby run, don't ever look back. they'll tear us apart if you give them the chance. don't sell your heart, don't say we're not meant to be. run baby run, forever we'll be you and me. we're flying through the night, way up high. the view from here is getting better with you by my side. - we the kings "check yes juliet"
you're the only thing that i love. scares me more everyday. on my knees i think clearer. goodness knows i saw it coming, or at least i'll claim i did. but in truth i'm lost for words. what have i done? it's too late for that now. what have i become? truth is nothing yet. a simple mistake starts the hardest time. i promise i'll do anything you ask this time. - snow patrol "chocolate"
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| - Broken Heartx
another head aches, another heart breaks. i'm so much older than i can take. and my affection, well it comes and goes. i need direction to perfection, no no no no. - the killers "all these things that i've done"
take me out tonight, because i want to see people and i want to see life. driving in your car, oh please don't drop me home. because it's not my home, it's their home, and i'm welcome no more. and if a double-decker bus crashes into us, to die by your side is such a heavenly way to die. and if a ten-ton truck kills the both of us, to die by your side, well the pleasure, the privilege, is mine. take me out tonight, take me anywhere, i don't care. - the smiths "there is a light that never goes out"
you may tire of me as our december sun is setting, cause i'm no longer who i used to be, no longer easy on the eyes. but these wrinkles masterfully disguise the youthful boy below who turned your way and saw something he was not looking for. both a beginning and an end. but now he lives inside someone he does not recognize, when he catches his reflection on accident. - death cab for cutie "brothers on a hotel bed"
i can't compete with all your damn ideas. and this isn't working out for you or me. the truth is i'm too tired to play pretend. this is goodbye, this is the end. - motion city soundtrack "even if it kills me"
if you enter this world knowing you are loved and you leave this world knowing the same, then everything that happens in between can be dealt with. - michael jackson 1958-2009
and you hold me down, and you got me living in the past. come on and pick me up, somebody clear the wreckage from the blast. yeah i'm alive, i don't need a witness to know that i survived. i'm not looking for forgiveness. yeah, i just need light, light in the dark as i search for the resolution. and the bars are finally closed, so i try living in the moment, til the moment it just froze, and i feel sick and so alone. i can hear the sound of your voice still ringing in my ear. i'm going underground, but you'll find me anywhere i feel. - jack's mannequin "the resolution"
we're passing the time, we're breaking apart. we're damned at the end, we're damned at the start. blame it on the roses, blame it on the red. running out of time, and running out of breath. saying hey now, we're bleeding for nothing. it's hard to breathe when you're standing on your own. we'll kill ourselves to find freedom, you'll kill yourself to find anything. you say goodbye every day and night with writing on the walls. everybody's gonna need somebody to take our troubles and our worries and our problems all away. - augustana "hey now"
i've got a cupboard with cans of food, filtered water, and pictures of you. and i'm not coming out until this is all over. and i'm looking at the glass where the light bends at the cracks. and i'm screaming at the top of my lungs, pretending the echoes belong to someone else, someone i used to know. and we become silhouettes when our bodies finally go. - the postal service "we will become silhouettes"
i wanna break on down, but i can't stop now. let me break on down. but you can't stop nothing if you've got no control of the thoughts in your mind that you kept in, you know. you don't know nothing, but you don't need to know. the wisdom's in the trees, not the glass windows. you can't stop wishing if you don't let go. the things that you find, and you lose, and you know. you keep on rolling, put the moment on hold. the frame's too bright, so put the blinds down low. - jack johnson "breakdown"
there are two kinds of people in your life: the ones that are going to pick you up, and the ones that are going to push you down. but in the end, you'll thank them both. - unknown
the glove compartment isn't accurately named, and everybody knows it. so i am proposing a swift orderly change. cause behind its door, there's nothing to keep my fingers warm. and all i find are souvenirs from better times, before the gleam of your tail lights fading east to find yourself a better life. i was searching for some legal document as the rain beat down on the hood when i stumbled upon pictures i tried to forget. and that's how this idea was drilled into my head, cause it's too important to stay the way it's been. but there's no blame for how our love did slowly fade. and now that it's gone, it's like it wasn't there at all. and here i rest where disappointment and regret collide, lying awake at night. - death cab for cutie "title and registration"
yesterday i got so scared, i shivered like a child. yesterday away from you, it froze me deep inside. come back, come back, don't walk away. come back, come back, come back today. come back, come back, why can't you see? come back, come back, come back to me. - the cure "in between days"
we are, we are intrigued. we are, we are invisible. oh, how we shouted, how we screamed. take notice, take interest, take me with you. but all our fears fell on deaf ears tonight. they're burning the roads they built to lead us to the light. and blinding our hearts with their shining lies. we're closing our caskets cold and tight, but i'm dying to live. - dashboard confessional "several ways to die trying"
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